Tuesday, April 22, 2008
HONG GIL DONG
Thursday, April 17, 2008
DEFINE “DEFINE”
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I picked up this eye-catching brochure in a fast food restaurant (I think I have to justify it’s a restaurant because of the ambience but not their concept of food) that read “What you are is what you eat…” then, I whispered to myself, “Yeah, right…”. Then a couple of the similar thoughts came rushing in like “what you wear is what you are, tell me who your friends are and I’ll tell you who you are, what you think is what you are, what you say is what you are”, All of the what’s and who’s seem to define what a person is, how the person should be and all the hullabaloo that this concept suggests.
Then comes the striking truth that “is it what defines you?” Take for example studying. You do good, you complete your requirements, you share your thoughts, you debate, you raise your eyebrows when issues turn to facts and facts turn to lies, you make your presence felt, you make your existence linger in and out of the class. Then comes the dreaded day of exams when you gauge what you learned. Then the last part before you get to breathe and embrace freedom (for a moment at least) – is when you get your class card. Of course you have your eyes fixated on that small circle. That circle which says “you did good, you’re ok, you’re a bum”. Then (again), is this what gauges your knowledge? I mean, yeah, it will at one point, then I’ve learned that IT WON’T.
Yeah, you learn, you gain knowledge but the experience that comes with it can’t be scored, no matter how you want to. Even if you put it in paper, it won’t suffice. I would like to argue that when I enter the class, not everything that I learn in three hours stays inside my head. NO, IT DOESN’T. No matter how I want to master everything, my mind chooses what it wants to understand, what it wants to remember. And that’s something that is immeasurable. Experience is the best teacher, and that’s one thing no one will ever have the chance to equate it in a number and have it encircled. So the grade of 3 or (75-78) or 1 (95-100) won’t define you as the genius or the average... take it from me, intelligence is relative…
Then there’s experience – like a sculptor that gives a person the right curves and the right edges. Yeah, we learn from experience, you get to have a girlfriend who dishes you for another, then you learn, then comes another with a perfect heart, but… doesn’t meet your desires, etc, then comes another, then comes another. Do you think a lesson in one experience molds you? Nah… I doubt… what defines you only lasts for a moment… Yeah, a moment, a second to be exact. I am a student right now, but after two years, I would go back to my desk at PhilRice and do what I am suppose to do, then who knows, after three years, I would be holding my baby in my arms… Change is inevitable, so is “defining one's self”.
According to the series KYLE XY, the more humans define themselves, the more they get confused. True. The more you see yourself get jumbled in the world of uncertainties and the more you tangle yourself in a web of confusions, the more you won’t be able to put a letter to define who you are.
Like this song, "Mirror" by Barlow Girls:
"Mirror, Mirror on the wall, Have I got it?
'Cause Mirror you've always told me who I am
I'm finding it's not easy to be perfect
So sorry you won't define me
Sorry you don't own me
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try
Mirror I am seeing a new reflection
I'm looking into the eyes of He who made me
And to Him I have beauty beyond compare
I know He defines me
You don't define me, you don't define me"
In all of these, one thing is for sure: to those who have their hearts set on JESUS, I bet, will be enough to make them define themselves.
Monday, April 14, 2008
HILLSONG IS IN THE HOUSE!!!
Yeah!!!!!! I will be there with them when they crank up the volume of their music
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
SA WAKAS... TAPOS NA RIN...
Parang kailan lang nung nagpamedical ako... tapos nung nagenrol, tapos nung magpakilala ako sa harap ng klase, “HI, I’M LOU.. ETC ETC...” tapos ngayon eh “OH, WALANG LIMUTAN HA... KUNG AYAW NINYONG MASAKTAN...” hahahaha.. grabe... kakamiss na mga klasmeyts ko... mga bagong kaibigan... mga taong kasama kong nangngangawa kung gaano kahirap ang mga requirements... mga taong pingalaanan ko ng load para matapos lang ang mga gawain on time... mga kaibigan na gusto rin ang hilig ko – ang lumamon.. hehehe... mga kaibigan na nanduon para tumulong sa akin sa mga bagay bagay at nagparamdam sa akin na kahit papaano eh masaya ang mabuhay ng mag-isa... sa mga kaibigang nakiluha nang ako’y nagiiyak at nagsisisigaw... sa mga taong naging totoo sa akin... sa mga taong kahit malayo eh ramdam ko na andyan pa rin sila para sa akin at siyempre, sa mga kaibigan ko na kahit nasa sulok eh alam kong andyan sila para sa akin... MARAMING SALAMAT SA INYO... (sentihan mode na ito.. hahaha)...
roller coaster ang life ko noon, HEP! HEP! HEP! pero ngayon... dahil andyan kayo, salamat sa Diyos at kahit papaano, masasabi kong, NAENJOY KO ANG SEM NA ITO... as in, the nth level... maliban sa dieta ako at pumayat ako... marami akong natutunan... nakilala... at higit sa lahat... nakita ko ang kakayahan ko... oh de vah.. hahaha.. winner na to... inuulit ko, MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT...
Can’t wait for next semester!!!!!!!!!!!! Weeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ΓΌ
BONDING TIME...
So as usual, kain kami.... tapos nagtambay sa C-Park.. hahaha. Dun kami nagbonding... kwento, tawa... sutilan.. hahaha...
The next day, dinner ulit kami, pero pinuntahan ko na xa sa SEARCA... balita ko kasi my wifi dun.. hahaha.. addict aketch.. sorry ha.. actually, may assignment ako sa kapatid ko.. ang magdownload ng mga Korean ek ek.. hahahahahaha.. so ayun... nga pala, natapos ko na rin ung LOVERS na Korean drama.. medyo disappointed ako sa ending.. hahaha... SPOILER!!!!!!!
Anyway, mega conference rin with Friendship and Kuya Jaime.. hahaha.. katabi ko nga lang si Erik... hahaha, sa YM pa kami naguusap.. hahahaha..... actually, ngayon, ineenjoy niya... kako nga at nasa “bakasyun” mode xa eh..
Wifi rocks! (un lang... )...
YAHOO CONFERENCE...
Ewan ko ba, nung araw, kahit walang internet, okz lang.. nabubuhay ang tao, ngayon eh, ako ha, parang walastik! Hindi ako updated sa mga bagay bagay kung hindi ako mag-online.. hahaha...
Moving on... TAPOS NA RIN ANG FINALS SA WAKAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pero hep hep hep! Sa grad skul, uso ang “the submission of grades will be on April ___, so please submit your other requirements two days before...” oh de vah.. musta naman? Kaya kahit tapos na finals, mega gawa pa rin ng kapapelan... hahaha..
Sa 208, as usual... ano pa nga ba.. siyempre, meetings ulit, gawa ng report ganyan,,, as usual, nasa finance committee ang lola niyo... SALAMAT SA PHILRICE STAFF DORM for the experience... mas madali dyan sa dorm kasi computation at singil lang, dito MASAKLAP.. may analysis pa eh.. hahahaha... 1st attempt ko actually... hahaha....
Sa sobrang kabusy-han ng mga tao.. mas lalo na sa mga klasmeyts kong part-time students lang... as in, naguusap na lang talaga sa chat ng madaling araw kung paano marerepaso ang report... as in.. actually, ngayon nga eh sa chat na rin kami nagusap usap.. hahaha, panalo... paverify dito, paclarify doon... well, ganun talaga... may work din sila... ako eh, humahabol kung ano naman ang latest sa mundo.. hahaha.. ngork! (yeah I know, malamang gusto niyo akong batukan ngayon)... hahahaha...
Siya, salamat sa umimbento ng YAHOO MESSENGER... Mabuhay ka! Hehehe...
COMING BACK...
Anyway, when I came back to LB, everything came in like a tornado... papers here and there, video presentations; take home exams, writing of case study, review for finals, reports, interviews, overnights. What makes things more funny was that I lost track of time.. I thought it was still Tuesday only to find out that it was already Thursday... hahaha...
It was fun bonding with my group mates during overnights, lunch, dinner, etc... but going home late was not that easy... Instead of taking the short cut going home, I have to take the long cut... My sleeping habit even adjusted. When I was in PhilRice, ‘am knocked down by 10 PM, here, around 12 MN, sometimes, 1 or 2 AM... anyway, I have all the time I can get to snooze... hahahaa.. nah, I wake up around 8 AM...
Time flies fast... I know... and soon, all these “rushing and cramming” will be over... hehehehe
GOING HOME...
I really had a great vacation. Four days to be exact. And sometimes, I wish time would just freeze for me to really enjoy the company of my family. I missed my family so much I really didn’t plan on going out like the way I used to. I was just contented being under the sheets for almost the whole day reading Tess Gerritsen... Gosh! She really writes well... Actually, I shared to a friend that am into English novels and he quite raised his eyebrow coz he’s used to seeing me buying and reading Tagalog Romance books hahahaha... Can’t blame him eh? Anyway, moving on... My mom and Dad left for Ilocos Sur so I and my siblings were left at home...
I brought along with me some stuff to review since finals is fast approaching, but lo and behold! I didn’t even flip a page... hahahaha... well, the typical me... As usual, my siblings love to watch anime so “Naruto” was the hot seat....
Anyway, come March 22, it was a big day for my best friend Sheng coz it’s her birthday. I met with her and we really had a great time chatting, did some catching up with stuff like who’s with who and the rest. I was quite surprised to know that three of my closest friends (way back in high school) have kids already... out of three, one is married... and only four of us are left... and we kept on teasing who’s next... hahahaha... definitely not me... (but am hoping it would be really me...) hahaha, JK. We had dinner, an oily dinner to be exact. The fun part was when we went in a KTV place (I wouldn’t really call it a bar)... and sang to our heart’s content.. hahaha, the usual, highest score is 99! What song? Ask EV... hahahaha...
It’s fun also seeing my cousins. How time really flies... Two of my cousins just graduated from High School.. whew... Oh! The best part is to hear my family say that I lost some weight and it actually suits me... hahaha.. hard work really pays... hahahaha...
To wrap up, I had a short but satisfying vacation. I just hope I could do it again this summer... and I hope, it will be a longer one.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
5 AM...
so ayun, natapos rin namin sa wakas ung report namin sa CED 252, community planning xa... oks nga eh, talagang mega exercise sa bundok, sa may Dampalit kasi ang site namin... anyway, eh ang klase ko ng araw na iyon eh 9 am..hahaha, winner noh? nagalarm ako ng 730 am, so tumawad ako kasi talagang, I WANNA SLEEP.. paggising ko, aba! 835 am na! bangon talaga, tapos wisik lang then bihis.. eto ang masaya, pagpasok ng klase, kala ko 3 hours as usual, hindi, "class, we will only meet for 30 minutes"... hahahaha. ayos di ba? hay.. kaya ang semender namin, super aga, as in literal, 1030 am eh nasa sizzlers na kami: nagkakantahan na ng ganun kaaga.. hahahaha.. anyway. masaya... kahit ganun lang...
what else.. hmmmm.. wala rin talagang time magupdate ng life ko kasi SUPER DUPER bz ang lola niya... hmmmm... tonight, gagawa ako ng nobela.. di bale, fresh pa naman sa isip ko ang mga bagay bagay.. hehehe..
till then...