FRUSTRATIONS

When frustrations and disappointments get the best out of me, I literally want to bang my head on the wall. The screaming, jumping or being in my own bubble of "silence please, don't touch me, go away or leave me alone," doesn't usually work.

There are times that I just want to break out from this shell and see the other side of me. Do something I have never done before, or explore realities of life for once... But then, before I even take my first step, that's when I snap out of it and and see myself SCARED... AFRAID... at the end, maybe, I am not yet ready.

Or maybe, just maybe, this is me... I know there is still something hidden in me, something waiting to blossom or die... but then again, maybe this is just me... WEIRD, ABNORMAL, nothing extraordinary, just wanting to be different among the rest. This reality sometimes pulls me down knowing "whoa! I have my own world..." but at the end of the day, it's worth knowing that "I am different."

BAKASYON...

It’s been four days since I’ve touched down Baguio City. I have to admit though that I miss LB already. LOL! (Hoist Loumeng, sure ka bang LB ang namimiss mo? Toink!). Anyway, moving on, bonding here and there, met with old school friends, had a closure with ****.

Went shopping and of all the shopping days, I really wanted to enjoy this one but I got pissed when I asked the sales man where the male pants were (it’s not that I am lazy to scan across the shelves, it’s just that I find the shop disorganized, lol (excuses)) and he pointed me to the wrong rack!!! Am I a *&^% or he’s just ^%$#? Anyway, I walked out tagging my two li’l siblings with me saying “let’s get out of here, there not even paying attention to us!”... Unfortunately, I passed by a female clerk while I was blabbing and my li’l sister saw that she was taken aback. Ehem...

Had bonding time with my li’l bro and sis at the dentist. Well, talk about three hours of babysitting eh? I could just imagine how it would be like if I had my own li’l lou having her teeth checked out. Whew! Well... I CAN’T IMAGINE... hahaha...

I know I have all the time to hop from one mall to another or just do my traditional “ukay-ukay” shopping but sometimes, I just opt to have myself house arrested. One thing that scares me though is that an inch would be added to my baby fats... With the weather right now, it’s not surprising to just be under the blanket the whole day. Actually, right now, I am fully wrapped (socks, pjs, thick sweater, bonnet and even a scarf)... yeah yeah yeah, I know you are envying me right now.. hehehe...

TAPOS NA ANG SEM!!!!

TAPOS NA ANG SEM!!!!!!!! Weeee!!!!!!! Bakasyon galore na...

hay, ano ba ang masasabi ko...

- marunong na akong uminom ng kape (sossy nga lang kasi sa coffee shop lang)...
- marunong na rin akong magbigay ng mababang grade sa kaklaseng hindi responsable (malamang meng! ano ba?!)
- consistent pa rin ang katarayan ko.. hahaha...
- may night life na ako. as in literal na every night na ito. hahaha...
- pang Cambodia ang beauty ko. waaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!
- may kumarir sa akin na ubod ng gwapo! hahahaha....
- todo ang puyat at groupwork...
- todo ang test (ikaw na ang magsulat ng tatlong oras sa 10ng yellowpad at sagutin ang 7ng tanong)... ikaw na ang magBAR exam... hahaha...
- todo ang aral sa sangkaterbang notes (pinakamasklap na ang CED 250 ko - 24 reports)...
- pumayat ng onti.
- Stage Director sa IRRI cultural night (ni sa panaginip di ko to pinangarap pero game!)...
- BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!


MASAYA ANG SEM NA TO... PERO, CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME NA RIN!!!!!!!!

GANDANG PHILRICE ELBI CLUB... lol

weeeee!!!!!!!!

Ang mag-ateng pagkatapos ng fallow period. NYAH!


hahaha! nice one kuya Jaimz

facute...

NEVER MESS WITH AN ILOKANA

A friend forwarded this one to me... Worth pondering upon... LOL!


Whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply.
If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So - if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of s**t.

MS. CAMBODIA

Thearith, Phirun, Vibol, Daream, Lou Franz, and Sothea

Ikaw na ang sumama sa mga tiga-Cambodia... M.A.S.A.Y.A.

Anyway, so mega aya sa akin around 10 am, Star City raw kami. So, sige kako... pero hindi lang Star City mga peeps.


Lunch time. Kumain kami sa Seaside restau something sa may Macapagal. Mga 1 kilong sugpo, 3ng malalaking pirasong babaeng alimango, 2ng malalaking kulay orange na isda at 2ng kilong clams na tipong ang binili mo eh ung shell at hindi ung laman... So pinaluto, walastik, WELCOME CHOLESTEROL... Enjoy naman, nawindang lang ako ng onti ng gumawa sila ng sarili nilang sawsawan... uhm, paminta na ubod ng dami, asin at asukal... walastik, ibang level ang sipa, parang wasabe, un nga lang, hindi sa utak ang diretso, sa ilong... pero medyo carry naman pala...


Pagkatapos ng dalawang oras na kainan eh diretso sa MOA. Window shop at nuod ng sine: THE STRANGERS. Huwag niyo ng panoorin dahil magsisisi kayo to the nth level, ipangkain niyo na lang ang pangsine niyo. AS IN!


So after nun, diretso sa Star City. Ikaw na ang pumasok sa tatlong horror ek ek na tunnel ek ek (sorry for the lack of appropriate term), tignan ko lang kung hindi ka mabawasan ng timbang. Daming rides pero hindi ko carry na umulit, nakapunta na ako sa Enchanted Kingdom kaya tama na ang minsan... LOL! So, sila ang nagenjoy sa mga rides. Pero ang winner eh sa SNOW WORLD. hehehe. Enjoy ako to the nth level, dun ko napagtanto na hindi ko kayang manirahan sa mga lugar na may snow. period. un na un.


So slide ganyan, so sabay ako with Sothea, enjoy ako nang biglang nastuck ako sa gitna... hahaha... talaga namang itinulak pa niya ako para maabot ko ung dulo... LOL! Per lane kasi kaya ganun. Pero umulit pa rin nung hindi na per lane eh, ung pwede ang apatan. So sabay ulit kami, aba, walastik, pinauna ako, tapos, nastuck ulit ako... HAHAHAHA! sabi niya "What's wrong with your butt?" hahaha.. siyempre alangan namang sabihin kong "I think it's the pull of gravity?" hahaha... toink!

Fagod ako fero enjoy, mga 1140 pm na ako nakauwi... hay... can't wait ulit..

IKAW NA ANG MAPAHIYA NG TODO...

The usual, si Meng, eto nagiinarte... hay naku, kung pwede lang bumuka ang Mt. Makiling noong araw na iyon, hindi ako magdadalawang-isip na magpalamon...

Alam niyo ba ung feeling na, andun ka, sitting pretty, andun rin ung crush mo tapos biglang toink!!! NAPAHIYA KA TO THE NTH LEVEL? Ibang klaseng kahihiyan talaga un... wahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alam ko, di niyo magets, ganito na lang... para akong batang naka-ihi sa harap niya.. as in LITERAL... ganun kagrabe... wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Alam ko namang hindi ko kasalanan na ganun ang nangyari, tipong "it was natural Lou, it can happen to anyone..." pero naman... hindi ako anyone eh.. oh sige, anyone na kung anyone, pero "anyone in front of her crush..." AKO YUN!!!!!!!!! actually, isang linggo na ang nakalipas pero feeling ko... parang kanina lang nangyari... buti na lang at ung crushness ko eh 'mature'. toink!

Di bale, nabawi ko naman na ung kahihiyan na un.. wahehehe... toink!

ANG SEM NI MENG

groupwork sa SEARCA (Daream, Aketch, Tung, Ate France, and Elfren)

So musta naman Meng?


Eto, N.G.A.R.A.G. o di kaya ay W.I.N.D.A.N.G. Ganun talaga, basta patapos na ang sem, expect mo na yan... As usual, uwian eh 11 pm... pinakalate ko na ata eh 230 am... pero wag ka, nagimprove ngayon kasi eto, uwi galing gimmik.. hehehe.. (mabuti na lang at wala mga magulang ko dito... ).

Actually, ang bago kong tamabayan ay ang SEARCA dorm, maliban sa medyo sossy ng onti eh medyo (ehem!) malapit-lapit kina... ehem... ayun.. at least di ba, may tiga-hatid ako sa gabi... LOL!

Sa wakas, medyo patapos na rin ang mga requirements... Feeling ko kasi, alam niyo un, kapag umuuwi ako eh pati ako nagugulat na lang sa itsura ko. Tipong sa gabi na lang ako may karapatang lumabas?! Maliban sa naglalakihang eyebags ko eh may mga tiny-winy na pimples na sumisilip sa noo ko... Naalala ko tuloy ung roommate ko sabi nung isang gabi eh "Ate Lou, kunan kita ng picture, mukha kang studyante talaga ngayon..." hahaha...

Di bale, abot-kamay ko na ang bakasyon, isang linggo na lang at hello Baguio na ulit! WEEEE!!!!