Monday, December 22, 2008
WHACKED...
I'll be travelling home today and friends have been texting me if I already had a ticket reserved coz looks like the roads will be packed. Anyway, good that I already have a ticket. I just have to prepare myself of the whole trip. I love to travel, it's just sometimes, it's so tiring that it wears out all the excitement of seeing my loved ones. hay...
It's raining too... what a day... So talk about having three bags and having to wait for 1030 pm for me to board the bus going to Ilocos; oh and not to mention the long trip ahead... whew!
Honestly, I am tired. A friend told me once, "go get some rest,"... I wish I was just tired physically coz I can gain my energy just by eating or sleeping the whole day. But the worse part of it is I'm psychologically and emotionally whacked. For just a month, life has slapped me once more on the face. It's a painful reality that sometimes, it's just so hard fitting in, trying so hard yet nothing good comes out of it; it's just so frustrating when all you do is try to push things to make it work, to make them straight only to find out that at the end of the day, everything remains crooked. If it was just as easy as letting go or let it be or just resign - but it's not...
I'm tired... just so damn tired...
Thursday, December 4, 2008
TWILIGHT
I still itch to go watch the movie for a second time since while watching it, I was not concentrating enough on the flow of the movie. Half of my brain was looking for the missing pages of the book. I bet most of those who read the book would agree with me. It's just so hard concentrating watching the movie while whacking your brains out saying, "is this the one in the book?". No wonder my sister had to watch it again... anyway, I'll just wait for the DVD to be out.. hehehe..
Good news: The same cast officially signed in the New Moon project so ... there's something to look forward to again... tee-hee!
Thursday, November 27, 2008
BURNING FATS AT MID-DAY...
Yeah, you read it right. Well, I have a Wednesday class and it starts at 1 PM. With a hectic schedule, I really have to maximize my time at IRRI. So, I've decided that with my Wednesday class, I have to leave at 1230pm. Well, I did actually leave at 1230 pm only to find out that there's no jeepney at the gate. Well, everyone knows that the shuttle has a schedule and my preferred sched of going to class doesn't fall on any of them.
With the sun at it's peak, I just walked. I was just so on it that I really had to walk fast, coz honestly, it took me 20 mins!!! Oh, how I wish this walking would really help me burn my fats... =P...
The bad thing though is that our classroom is airconditioned, so with all the sweat and wet back, I just hope I don't end up having pneumonia... whew!
AFTER A YEAR...
I had my calm seas and turbulent clouds. It wasn't easy grasping for air and pushing myself so hard just to make sure I still had my hands firmly clasped at the end of the cliff. It was a process that I had to endure, sometimes at my own, but oftentimes, with family and friends.
It has been a year and it feels so liberating to know that I've lived the decisions I've made especially when it came to relationships. My relationship with other people could be likened to a flowering plant: some have bloomed and stayed beautiful while others, withered. Sometimes it's just so hard forcing yourself caring for dying flowers. How I wish I could just spray "formaline" to preserve its state even for just a moment. But I know that it doesn't work that way, sometimes, I just have to give in to the truth that people come and go. It's not because of my choosing; but it's an inevitable truth that I have to accept.
Life is to short, and life has so much to offer. So with what has transpired for the past year, I've learned to carefully keep clasping my hands, slowly and surely pushing myself forward until I'm able to fully stand again with my OWN feet and continue caring for flowering plants that bloom unceasingly and beautifully.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
"FEED YOUR ANGELS AND YOUR DEMONS WILL STARVE"
While reading through, this one caught me and I think it's worth sharing.
TWO WOLVES FIGHTING
(Adapted and revised version)
Grandma Bella is teaching her grandson Kyle about life.
"A fight is going on inside me," she says to the boy. "It is a terrible fight, and it is between two wolves. ONE IS EVIL - he is greed, impatience, false pride, anger, envy, regret, arrogance, self-pity, laziness, resentment, lies. THE OTHER IS GOOD - he is generosity, patience, humility, love, hope, peace, serenity, kindness, benevolence, empathy, perseverance, diligence, truth, compassion, joy and faith. This same fight is going on inside you - and inside very other person, too."
Kyle thinks about it for a minute and then asks his grandmother, "Which wolf will win, Grandma?"
Grandma Bella simply replies, "THE ONE YOU FEED."
Thursday, November 20, 2008
BONDING WITH THE Cs
You know how I love to eat, right? I know it will take an argument before we could settle with what food to eat. Good that they love Filipino dishes, so my taste buds really did not have any difficulty adjusting...
As for the rides, well, I actually rode on this caterpillar thing, the one where kids are the ones who have the only right to ride? Well, I rode on that one... hahaha. I don't want to take the risk of having my stomach churn and have my hair dishelved. I know that the ticket we bought was "ride-all-you-can" but honestly, I really was on my KJ mode... hahaha... anyway, I've been to E.K. Actually, I just enjoyed watching the rest enjoy themselves.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
THE EARLIEST CHRISTMAS SOIREE EVER!
Joey boi, aketch, Aiza
FIRST DAY OF CLASSES
Eto ang nakakagulat, pinagkamalan akong tiga-INDIA ng isa kong pinoy na klasmeyt.. ASTIG! HAHAHA... Naalala ko nung nagbakasyon ako, nung pumunta kami sa dentist kasama mga kapatid ko, pinagkamalan naman akong balikbayan at iginiit pa ng doctora na hindi halatang Ilokana ako... hahaha.... kakaloka... ü
Anyway... nasa pa-easy-easy mood muna ako ngayon kasi wala pa gaanong requirements pero alam kong ratratan rin ito two weeks from now... anyway... hope this sem will be another great semester.... at siyempre, ihahanda ko nanaman sarili ko sa mga puyatan (kunwari) at susubukan ko ng tanggapin na normal ang magkapimples sa ganitong edad... toink!
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
FRUSTRATIONS
There are times that I just want to break out from this shell and see the other side of me. Do something I have never done before, or explore realities of life for once... But then, before I even take my first step, that's when I snap out of it and and see myself SCARED... AFRAID... at the end, maybe, I am not yet ready.
Or maybe, just maybe, this is me... I know there is still something hidden in me, something waiting to blossom or die... but then again, maybe this is just me... WEIRD, ABNORMAL, nothing extraordinary, just wanting to be different among the rest. This reality sometimes pulls me down knowing "whoa! I have my own world..." but at the end of the day, it's worth knowing that "I am different."
Thursday, November 6, 2008
BAKASYON...
It’s been four days since I’ve touched down Baguio City. I have to admit though that I miss LB already. LOL! (Hoist Loumeng, sure ka bang LB ang namimiss mo? Toink!). Anyway, moving on, bonding here and there, met with old school friends, had a closure with ****.
Went shopping and of all the shopping days, I really wanted to enjoy this one but I got pissed when I asked the sales man where the male pants were (it’s not that I am lazy to scan across the shelves, it’s just that I find the shop disorganized, lol (excuses)) and he pointed me to the wrong rack!!! Am I a *&^% or he’s just ^%$#? Anyway, I walked out tagging my two li’l siblings with me saying “let’s get out of here, there not even paying attention to us!”... Unfortunately, I passed by a female clerk while I was blabbing and my li’l sister saw that she was taken aback. Ehem...
Had bonding time with my li’l bro and sis at the dentist. Well, talk about three hours of babysitting eh? I could just imagine how it would be like if I had my own li’l lou having her teeth checked out. Whew! Well... I CAN’T IMAGINE... hahaha...
I know I have all the time to hop from one mall to another or just do my traditional “ukay-ukay” shopping but sometimes, I just opt to have myself house arrested. One thing that scares me though is that an inch would be added to my baby fats... With the weather right now, it’s not surprising to just be under the blanket the whole day. Actually, right now, I am fully wrapped (socks, pjs, thick sweater, bonnet and even a scarf)... yeah yeah yeah, I know you are envying me right now.. hehehe...
Friday, October 24, 2008
TAPOS NA ANG SEM!!!!
hay, ano ba ang masasabi ko...
- marunong na akong uminom ng kape (sossy nga lang kasi sa coffee shop lang)...
- marunong na rin akong magbigay ng mababang grade sa kaklaseng hindi responsable (malamang meng! ano ba?!)
- consistent pa rin ang katarayan ko.. hahaha...
- may night life na ako. as in literal na every night na ito. hahaha...
- pang Cambodia ang beauty ko. waaaahhhhhh!!!!!!!
- may kumarir sa akin na ubod ng gwapo! hahahaha....
- todo ang puyat at groupwork...
- todo ang test (ikaw na ang magsulat ng tatlong oras sa 10ng yellowpad at sagutin ang 7ng tanong)... ikaw na ang magBAR exam... hahaha...
- todo ang aral sa sangkaterbang notes (pinakamasklap na ang CED 250 ko - 24 reports)...
- pumayat ng onti.
- Stage Director sa IRRI cultural night (ni sa panaginip di ko to pinangarap pero game!)...
- BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!
MASAYA ANG SEM NA TO... PERO, CAN'T WAIT TO GO HOME NA RIN!!!!!!!!
GANDANG PHILRICE ELBI CLUB... lol
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
NEVER MESS WITH AN ILOKANA
Whatever you give a woman, she’s going to multiply.
If you give her sperm, she’ll give you a baby.
If you give her a house, she’ll give you a home.
If you give her groceries, she’ll give you a meal.
If you give her a smile, she’ll give you her heart.
She multiplies and enlarges what is given to her.
So - if you give her any crap, you will receive a ton of s**t.
Monday, October 20, 2008
MS. CAMBODIA
Anyway, so mega aya sa akin around 10 am, Star City raw kami. So, sige kako... pero hindi lang Star City mga peeps.
Lunch time. Kumain kami sa Seaside restau something sa may Macapagal. Mga 1 kilong sugpo, 3ng malalaking pirasong babaeng alimango, 2ng malalaking kulay orange na isda at 2ng kilong clams na tipong ang binili mo eh ung shell at hindi ung laman... So pinaluto, walastik, WELCOME CHOLESTEROL... Enjoy naman, nawindang lang ako ng onti ng gumawa sila ng sarili nilang sawsawan... uhm, paminta na ubod ng dami, asin at asukal... walastik, ibang level ang sipa, parang wasabe, un nga lang, hindi sa utak ang diretso, sa ilong... pero medyo carry naman pala...
Pagkatapos ng dalawang oras na kainan eh diretso sa MOA. Window shop at nuod ng sine: THE STRANGERS. Huwag niyo ng panoorin dahil magsisisi kayo to the nth level, ipangkain niyo na lang ang pangsine niyo. AS IN!
So after nun, diretso sa Star City. Ikaw na ang pumasok sa tatlong horror ek ek na tunnel ek ek (sorry for the lack of appropriate term), tignan ko lang kung hindi ka mabawasan ng timbang. Daming rides pero hindi ko carry na umulit, nakapunta na ako sa Enchanted Kingdom kaya tama na ang minsan... LOL! So, sila ang nagenjoy sa mga rides. Pero ang winner eh sa SNOW WORLD. hehehe. Enjoy ako to the nth level, dun ko napagtanto na hindi ko kayang manirahan sa mga lugar na may snow. period. un na un.
So slide ganyan, so sabay ako with Sothea, enjoy ako nang biglang nastuck ako sa gitna... hahaha... talaga namang itinulak pa niya ako para maabot ko ung dulo... LOL! Per lane kasi kaya ganun. Pero umulit pa rin nung hindi na per lane eh, ung pwede ang apatan. So sabay ulit kami, aba, walastik, pinauna ako, tapos, nastuck ulit ako... HAHAHAHA! sabi niya "What's wrong with your butt?" hahaha.. siyempre alangan namang sabihin kong "I think it's the pull of gravity?" hahaha... toink!
Fagod ako fero enjoy, mga 1140 pm na ako nakauwi... hay... can't wait ulit..
Sunday, October 19, 2008
IKAW NA ANG MAPAHIYA NG TODO...
Alam niyo ba ung feeling na, andun ka, sitting pretty, andun rin ung crush mo tapos biglang toink!!! NAPAHIYA KA TO THE NTH LEVEL? Ibang klaseng kahihiyan talaga un... wahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alam ko, di niyo magets, ganito na lang... para akong batang naka-ihi sa harap niya.. as in LITERAL... ganun kagrabe... wahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Alam ko namang hindi ko kasalanan na ganun ang nangyari, tipong "it was natural Lou, it can happen to anyone..." pero naman... hindi ako anyone eh.. oh sige, anyone na kung anyone, pero "anyone in front of her crush..." AKO YUN!!!!!!!!! actually, isang linggo na ang nakalipas pero feeling ko... parang kanina lang nangyari... buti na lang at ung crushness ko eh 'mature'. toink!
Di bale, nabawi ko naman na ung kahihiyan na un.. wahehehe... toink!
Friday, October 17, 2008
ANG SEM NI MENG
Eto, N.G.A.R.A.G. o di kaya ay W.I.N.D.A.N.G. Ganun talaga, basta patapos na ang sem, expect mo na yan... As usual, uwian eh 11 pm... pinakalate ko na ata eh 230 am... pero wag ka, nagimprove ngayon kasi eto, uwi galing gimmik.. hehehe.. (mabuti na lang at wala mga magulang ko dito... ).
Actually, ang bago kong tamabayan ay ang SEARCA dorm, maliban sa medyo sossy ng onti eh medyo (ehem!) malapit-lapit kina... ehem... ayun.. at least di ba, may tiga-hatid ako sa gabi... LOL!
Sa wakas, medyo patapos na rin ang mga requirements... Feeling ko kasi, alam niyo un, kapag umuuwi ako eh pati ako nagugulat na lang sa itsura ko. Tipong sa gabi na lang ako may karapatang lumabas?! Maliban sa naglalakihang eyebags ko eh may mga tiny-winy na pimples na sumisilip sa noo ko... Naalala ko tuloy ung roommate ko sabi nung isang gabi eh "Ate Lou, kunan kita ng picture, mukha kang studyante talaga ngayon..." hahaha...
Di bale, abot-kamay ko na ang bakasyon, isang linggo na lang at hello Baguio na ulit! WEEEE!!!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
QUESTION
I need your insights on this...
IF YOU ARE TO SEND MONEY FROM THE U.S. TO THE PHILIPPINES, WILL IT TAKE 10 WORKING DAYS?
Answer please . . .
Thanks!
Monday, October 13, 2008
A NORMAL GUY VS EDWARD CULLEN
A normal guy would say: “I love you Baby!”
Edward Cullen would say: “You are my life now.”
Normal Guy would say: “I think I am falling for you.”
Edward Cullen would say: “The Lion fell in Love with the Lamb”
Normal Guy would say: “You hair looks like a haystack; go brush it!”
Edward Cullen would say: “Your hair looks like a haystack but I like it.”
A normal guy would pick a random song from a random artist and dedicate it to you.
Edward Cullen would sing you a song he wrote for you while playing the piano.
If you die, a normal guy would find another.
If you die, Edward would kill himself cause life without you isn’t worth living.
“Well, I wasn’t going to live without you..” He rolled his eyes as if that fact were childishly obvious. “..but I wasn’t sure how to do it. I knew Emmet and Jasper would never help so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi.”
As you leave the house, a normal guy would say: “Bye, see ya!”
As you leave the house Edward Cullen would say: “Come back to me, love.”
He smiled my favorite smile. “Hurry back to me.”
“Always.”
As you come back to the house, a normal guy would be watching TV and wouldn’t even notice.
As you come back to the house, Edward Cullen would be welcoming you by playing the piano with a song just for you.
“I heard the music before I was out of the car. Edward hadn’t touched his piano since the night Alice left. Now, as I shut the door, I heard the song morph through a bridge and change into my lullaby. Edward was welcoming me home."
A normal guy would wait for you to make him breakfast.
Edward Cullen would make you breakfast everyday.
While you are both out for dinner, a normal guy wouldn’t keep his eyes off the sexy waitress.
Edward Cullen wouldn’t even notice the waitress was a female.
A normal guy, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and one hand on the radio.
Edward Cullen, while driving, would keep one hand on the wheel and the other attached to yours.
While far apart in different places, a normal guy would say: “I miss you.”
While far apart in different places, Edward Cullen would say: “It’s like you’ve taken half myself with you”
A normal guy wouldn’t care or notice if you had nightmares.
Edward Cullen would sing until your nightmares went away.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the bad dreams away.”
A normal guy does it with everyone.
Edward Cullen only does it with one.
A normal guy buys you flowers and chocolates.
Edward Cullen buys you a car.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
RANTINGS...
So, what is it that I want to rant about? It's about having to do groupwork with an inconsiderate, insensitive, and irresponsible groupmate. Some would say that things would be better off done when you do it alone, at least, when you fail, there's nothing to blame but yourself. Unlike for groupwork, everyone has to be accountable to everybody. If one fails, the tendency is he/she pulls you with him/her. AND THIS THING SUCKS. I mean, come on... everyone is doing their part, and here comes a groupmate, who's not been there since day 1, have all the gutts to shove into our professor's face that he did this and did that and the worse part of it is that he comes to class acting as if he does all the job and we, the rest of the group, are doing nothing.
I love groupworks, really. I mean fine, there's this compromise here and there, but I know that there's more 'fruit' here than when I do things alone. It's just that what he has been doing is really piling up and is getting into my nerves! URGH! Anyway, as much as I want to really rant about this, I'll just console myself with the fact that a peer evaluation will be done towards the end of the semester...
Thursday, October 9, 2008
BRAVING THAILAND
Anyway, am posting some of the photos.
1. Chao Phraya
2. Standing Buddha
3. Reclining Buddha
4. Floating Market
5. Marble Temple
Friday, September 26, 2008
ANGKOR WAT
If you plan to go visit this beautiful and magnificent place, here are some tips for you.
TOUR DE TOUR
Thursday, September 25, 2008
BRAVING POIPET
We were so blessed since our driver was very friendly and polite. The best part was he played english songs.. lol! Having empty stomachs for almost eight hours, we requested him to bring us to Mcdonalds. He offered to bring us to some Thai food stores but we weren't taking the risk, not when we were unsure if our stomachs would be ready.