It's been a month since I last posted anything here. I've been busy... busy in a good way and busy in a "my-goodness-Lou, you-went-home-at-what-time?" way... I've been juggling with my schedule - trying to fit in other responsibilities.
I'll be travelling home today and friends have been texting me if I already had a ticket reserved coz looks like the roads will be packed. Anyway, good that I already have a ticket. I just have to prepare myself of the whole trip. I love to travel, it's just sometimes, it's so tiring that it wears out all the excitement of seeing my loved ones. hay...
It's raining too... what a day... So talk about having three bags and having to wait for 1030 pm for me to board the bus going to Ilocos; oh and not to mention the long trip ahead... whew!
Honestly, I am tired. A friend told me once, "go get some rest,"... I wish I was just tired physically coz I can gain my energy just by eating or sleeping the whole day. But the worse part of it is I'm psychologically and emotionally whacked. For just a month, life has slapped me once more on the face. It's a painful reality that sometimes, it's just so hard fitting in, trying so hard yet nothing good comes out of it; it's just so frustrating when all you do is try to push things to make it work, to make them straight only to find out that at the end of the day, everything remains crooked. If it was just as easy as letting go or let it be or just resign - but it's not...
I'm tired... just so damn tired...
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