Tuesday, August 18, 2009

LETTING GO...

I sit here staring at clouds… any moment; I know that it will rain. Just like the weather, my life is just so unpredictable. I get swept of my feet, the next thing I know, am scared as hell!

I have been expecting things for almost my entire life. Things that would bring justice to where I am or simple things that would sweep me from the sanity of which I am boxed in…

There were choices I had to make; some didn’t turn out so well. But that doesn’t mean I regret doing them. I believe that without those who have been part of my choices, I won’t be who I am today…

Right now, I am going to make a big one.. a major choice.. One that says “do or die…” (something to that effect, forgive the exaggeration). People might say that it won’t be for me or am far better of without it or they can’t just picture me being there or something… But what they don’t see is the simplicity of it all.

They see complications. I see simplicity.
They see fear. I see chances to overcome them.
They differences. I see similarities.
They see dominance. I see fair share.
They see things from different perspectives. I see only one thing.

I get that they are scared. I get that maybe this isn’t the time yet. Well, good news, there’s no better time than now, I believe that it’s time to let go…